Spinning out of control...

I have this habit of getting a little self-destructive when things aren't going smoothly in my world. Nothing major, but I just end up making bad decisions. Once I start, I feel like I can't stop. Today I feel like I'm spinning out of control. The downward spiral can be so attractive because it feels so rebellious and on the edge, but I much prefer the stable existence. I hope I get that back soon. In the meantime, don't mind me, I'm just a little crazy...

Going CRAZY!!!

It's really making me over-the-top crazy that my boyfriend is stuck in Mexico, and there is really no certainty about when he will be back. I feel like I need some intimacy, but I'm not ready to give up on him yet. I haven't seen him since March and I am really going insane...

New to this scene....

This blog / MySpace / online journal thing is new to me. Though I've heard of other people doing it for a long time, it never seemed like something I'd do. You know how that goes - so many things are like that until you learn more, and then you finally realize what everyone's been talking about. ;)

I'm so interested in the fact that you can learn so much about people and the ways that they think on this site. I think I'm a little addicted. ;)

Quinlan got me hooked on the band I'm listening to now, Bedouin Soundclash. Try it - I think you'll like it! ;)