Cigarettes are the battle of my life. When I smoke I'm the craziest chainsmoker you'll ever meet. I feel so not in control when it comes to smoking, that I end up feeling like a slave to them.
The worst part is that I'm spending at least $150/month on cigarettes, which everyone who knows me, knows that I cannot afford that shit. Maybe I should give myself some incentive and try to save some of the cigarette money for traveling... ;)
It's been a long time now since I tried to quit... I can't even remember the last time, so it's probably been at least a year.
I quit once for five years, when I was married, but when we split up I got this crazy idea that went like this: "I'm single now - I can do whatever the hell I want!" And there I was - chainsmokin' again.
I wish I could find a counter that says "I haven't smoked for __ days." If you see anything like that, please let me know. And wish me luck - I'll need it! ;)
Also, I've been "out there" a little in the dating world, I think you can look forward to some funny blogs about that - men are frickin' hilarious! Fictitious representations of names and places will be used to protect true identities. ;)
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